A brand new start

Long story short, I've just recently admitted to myself that I've got an eating disorder. Not sure if it's bulimic or anorexic cuz i do both, but i'm leaning more towards ana. i don't purge often. i did in the past, but anymore it's rare. anyway...this is my story/diary.
So to start out...the stats(ugh :/) I'll update these with every week when I weigh in.

hw:185
cw:165
gw:120
ugw:115

GOALS:
1/21-160
1/28-156
2/4-153
2/11-151
2/18-148
2/25-146
3/4-143
3/11-140
3/18-136
3/25-133
4/1-131
4/8-129
4/15-127
4/22-124
4/29-122
5/6-120
5/13-119
5/20-118
5/27-117
6/3-116
6/10-115

So this gives me a little under 6 months to lose 50lbs. Here goes! :)

I think I'm going to try the ABC diet. I don't think I want to do the whole 50 days though. We'll see.

CALORIE GOAL: 500

intake:

nabisco 100cal snacks-100 cal

jack link's beef jerky-120 cal
strawberry&acai jello-10 cal
van holten's dill pickle-0 cal
Total: 230 cal