ready for today to be over

wow, today has just been awful. found out that that the guy i've been seeing's mom doesn't want me over there anymore so that's wonderful. his house is the only place we hang out. and i guess we could go places but i know we won't. it's just not how it goes with us. we chill at his house or his friend's house but inevitably we go back to his house. and now i can't do that. i can't spend the night with him and cuddle with him anymore. and that makes me really sad. :( it's not a serious thing we've got going, but i'm still really going to miss cuddling with him. so as far as i'm concerned....it's quickly about to be over. hmmmmm :(

i also got some pretty stressful news today. not going into that really, but it's also majorly contributed to today being an all around shitty day.

however, there was one good thing about today. i was waaayyy under my calorie goal for day 4 of the abc diet. i ate two things and just haven't since. i've been extremely tired and when that happens, it kills my appetite. my stomach has been growling but i've had no appetite. so that's good.

CALORIE GOAL: 400

1 serving of boxmade jello-80

1 pickle-0

TOTAL:80

was bored and just took some updated pics. not sure if they show any difference but what the heck..why not? here they are...

EW!